New Journeys - Worth etching into cyber sand.
Perhaps it's a good time to start journaling . Seeing that i've left this turf desolate .Again.
Its been a crazy couple of years. And oh Lord, How I've grown.
Its hard to trace and track the journey but im sure as hell gonna try. Im not going to overwhelm myself with the past. But I'll let history-herstory unveil itself as I live through my present.
The future's going to be remarkably shaped. I tell you.
So been doing some talent work, Nothing too fancy yet.
But its been a kick ass ride and the lessons learnt , no one can truly ever teach.
So here's one of the stints I did part of a production called The Deal ,
Here's the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCpRDJopHlswhere it tracks the turn around of this couple's life from gambling addictions drugs and the pits of life to a life of immense purpose and insane strength.
Im a huge fan of God's hand on people.
Generally I'm a sucker for lives being changed, miracles following faith and hope once lost now renewed.
I'm also a stubborn mule in my opinion that true love do exist. not in floaty ways (alone). (i mean if ure experiencing floaty lovey feelings...by all means. umm enjoy!) But in the personification of the many amazing people ive got the privellege to know.
My only source of Love Himself-Jesus Christ.
Maybe your thoughts may differ...
but thats the only way I choose to think.
I just realised its going to be difficult explicating my life- whats been and whats now.
Its also going to be confusing- the seeming contradictions.
But i'm gonna keep it bona fide, unabashed and mildly censored (ive learnt that no one really cares about what you say until what you say is about them. ha!)
Relief teaching has been my new found pet this 3rd and 4th quarter of the year. I thoroughly love and fuss over the kids and the entire process.
Those who know me will find it strange
But I do love how it makes me feel.
A person with a heart all over again,
with new drive to pursue the things i need to pursue
to gain greater elevation
that i may be able to hold and love a generation more potently and effectively.
A girl who remembers how its like to savour that first crush when i see them fretting over theirs.
A chick who remembers why the dicks were and are her buddies all over again...their brute hilarious & dysfunctional way of showing concern and the beautiful inability to bear a true grudge.
The big sister who loves the young sweethearts... all cheery and bouncy and giggly.
I quote...
'I'm glad i got a second chance at it' , says the one who used to cry before every school term began.
'Its the only thing that makes me get up at 6 in the morning.' Says the noctournal thoroughbred.
Now i reckon i'll cry like a baby when its finally over.
